I hate when you’re sad for no reason; you’re with people, you’re fine, you’re happy, you’re laughing and smiling, but at the same time it almost feels like you’re not there. You keep dazing in and out of conversations, you cant focus on one single thing. And once you’re by yourself you don’t want to do anything, you’re sad and feel alone. Someone asks you what’s wrong and you want to tell them, but you don’t even know what’s wrong yourself.

You probably wont ever see this but,

I want you to be ok

I want to see your smile and your eyes light up like starlight

I want you to laugh and I want it to

send shadows afire because when you laugh

it destroys the hurt the pain the tears

I want you to be there and I want you to be ok

and I want you to hold me and tell me its

going to be ok

even if you’re crying when you say it even

if your arms are shaking

I know life is hard and the pain is intense but

let me in

and I’ll try my hardest to make it better

please