Right now you might not feel the best you've ever felt, you might feel that things will never get better. But don't give up. Tomorrow you might see something wonderful. The thing you're worrying about may be resolved. You might have a good day tomorrow, you may smile. In a few years time the things that are making you feel like this, will be forgotten about.

I gave you two months
and thirty six chances
four hundred and seven tears
I gave you my insecurities
and my neck 
and my backseat 
I gave you words you wanted to hear
but I meant them 
all of them 
I gave you words you didn’t want to hear
but needed to
and I meant them 
I gave you twenty seven dollars worth of gas
and six hundred and eighty six miles on my car
and five Saturday nights
and I gave you trust
I gave you faith
and everybody said you wouldn’t give me anything
and I shushed them 
but I shouldn’t have
because I don’t know if you can’t 
or you won’t 
but you haven’t given me
a hand to hold 
or a person to call
or a grilled cheese 
or any sweet words
or comfort 
and I don’t have anything left to give 
but I wanted to give you everything.

Every once in a while, I go through these phases where I just sort of fall off the face of the earth.

I pretty much just quit talking to everyone almost completely.

It’s not intentional at all though, just sort of happens. Usually everybody I know ends up thinking I’m upset and want to have nothing to do with them. This isn’t the case at all. Sometimes I just need my space and it would be nice if they at least understood that.